Choosing Myself Amid the Noise

The dreams I carry, the goals I chase; they’re supposed to feel exciting, but instead, I sometimes feel weighed down by words, doubts, and judgements that were never meant for me to carry. The negativity, the criticisms, and the constant attacking can feel like obstacles I can’t climb over, no matter how hard I try. I’ve been allowing the constant knock downs to define who I am, who I let the negativity turn me into. I work hard everyday to remind myself: You are enough, You can do this. You are special. This is the only way I can protect my peace and my dreams.

I’ve learned to keep moving forward, to almost see myself as a boomerang and not letting any of the negativity stick. When I do, I allow those negative words to cripple me and make me feel so small. I forget that I am a child of a King and I am bigger than that. I had to learn that obstacles don’t always come from strangers or coworkers, but can come from the people we love or admire. I’m learning that just because they may be close to me that I don’t have to accept that kind of abuse. I can love them but also set boundaries , protect my energy, and choose the voices I let guide me. 

Life is full of challenges and negative noises are definitely part of the noise. But what matters the most is the inner voice that says Keep going. Keep rising. Keep on believing. That voice reminds me that my life, dreams, and peace are worth fighting for. I can’t stoop down to miserable state and keep the company. 

To anyone else struggling with negativity, criticism, or doubt from those you love; go ahead and acknowledge it. Please don’t let it stop you. Speak louder than the doubt and negativity, act bigger than the fear, and protect the vision you have for your life. The journey isn’t easy but its your journey and that’s what makes it worth it!